Wednesday, December 25, 2013

So this is me on Chirstmas

Happy Happy Party People!
               Yes I know it's Chirstmas, yes I know we should be all giddy with excitement, I think I would be as happy as I'm supposed to be if it weren't for this impending move and life change I'm about to make in 30 days ><.
                I'm tired most days, I try to drive at least 10-14 hours a day but it gets to the point where I feel like I just come home to sleep then it's off to work I go. I don't feel I should gripe too much as no one put me in this place but me, and depending on how good I'm doing I might not even complain about it at all. That seems to be the common denominator these days," how much money did I make today?"
                "The child in me is screaming right now."

Wednesday, December 11, 2013

I wonder why?

Morning Party People,
             I have to make this quick as I need to get out the door and get this day started. I felt the need to post for a few reasons this morning.
             First I wanted to say thanks to everyone who wished me a happy birthday, it really made a difference in my day. To those who didn't, I still love ya anyways, lord knows I'm horrible about birthdays.
             Secondly, I've been pretty pissy for the past few days, I'm not sure why, maybe my birthday is starting to get to me? Maybe getting older is starting to piss me off? I've noticed a sense of angst out on the road as of late but the more I think about it I think I'm just being negative. I catch myself thinking about how awesome it would be to unload a world of pain on the general public, then I catch myself and think," Why are you so angry?"
            That's the question of the day, I'd like to think that this isn't coming from out of the blue, that there is a starting point to this pissy mood I'm in. Perhaps that will be the focus of today!

Till next time Party People
Keep on a Chooglin!